She exists in your mind…
My name is Natalie, and I am the food that will be feeding your hunger for sin from now on. From the moment you stepped into my world, you knew there was no turning back. You already feel the addiction growing inside your brain, as you’re becoming more and more obsessed with me. You now belong to Mistress Natalie and you will forever be trapped in my profile. The moment you clicked on my profile and started to scroll down, a brand new addiction just started. This is only the beginning of a new religion for you, lil slave. You will be waking up every day wanting to bow down to me and serve me from now on. And with every bow you will send a tribute too. If there is still money in your bank account, then you better send it to me, you pathetic lil creature. It looks way better in my account anyway! Get sending while I push you deeper into addiction, submission, obedience and trance!
slaveboysmith: Today at DommeAddiction, I have the distinct privilege of kneeling before the astonishingly beautiful Goddess Natalie. Thank you for allowing me the privilege of interviewing you today, Goddess. I’m excited to learn more about you and to share your story with our readers.
Goddess Natalie: Hello there slaveboy! Greetings to all the readers at DommeAddiction and a little pat on the head to all the puppies out there who are keen to learn more about me. I’m really excited to introduce you to my world and tell you a little more about me.
sbs: It’s very obvious as I look up at you here from my knees that you have controlled men like me for some time now. Do you recall when you first realized the power you hold over us?
GN: I started to get an idea about it back when I was a teenager. I used to tease boys and play with their feelings in a pretty evil way, but back then, I had no idea there were fetishes for most of the things I liked to torture guys with. I’ve always enjoyed being in control and seemed to attract submissive men as boyfriends most of the time, but I wasn’t really sure what to make of it back then. A little later, when I was mature enough and prepared to understand better, I got introduced to the camming world. I didn’t brand myself as a fetish model when I started out, but the same as in real life, I kept attracting fetishists almost exclusively and most of them were really submissive men. The members were the ones who opened up to me and showed me their weakness while simultaneously guiding me into discovering myself and my power a lot better. Slowly, I learned more about the different fetishes and curiosity got the best of me, so I started reading books about the psychology behind all the different fetishes. The more I learned, the more powerful I felt and since that moment, my power over men kept on growing more and more.
sbs: And of the many fetishes you no doubt learned about, are there any in particular that have become your absolute favorites? Any hard limits that you simply will not explore?
GN: I feel that I have changed a lot throughout the years that have passed and the fetishes that I used to be attracted to also changed and will probably change again in the future. But one of the things that definitely appealed to me a lot, probably also because of being only accepted on very few sites and everything forbidden is interesting, was the intoxication fetish. I had a couple of members who were quite hardcore into this, and the more fucked up I got them, the more satisfied I felt. Another fetish that is also on my list of absolute favorites is cuckolding. For some reason, I kept attracting cuckolds to my room and I must admit that back then I wasn’t familiar with BBC cuckolding and had never tried a black man before. But after a while of doing cuckolding sessions online, I became really curious, and since most of them wanted to be cuckolded with black men, I tried my very first BBC in real life. I must admit that the saying “once you go black, you never go back” is actually freaking true. That was the moment when cuckolding moved from being a role I played online to being a real thing for me. Now I have already cuckolded white men in real life and I can proudly confirm I’m addicted to black men.
In terms of limits and fetishes I won’t explore, I don’t find toilet games appealing, have never tried them in real life, and don’t think I’d want to, either. I also wouldn’t feel comfortable doing an online show that feels dangerous, like breath play where I’m not physically there and things could go wrong at any time. I like to push my slave’s limits, but always take the necessary precautions before starting and will always have a safe word.
Oh, and don’t know how I could actually forget about this but one of my favorite fetishes, that I’d probably never get bored of, is still hypnosis. As my name states, I can be pretty hypnotic. I discovered my passion for this fetish just a year and a half ago or something like this. I stumbled upon a YouTube video of erotic hypnosis that I liked and it was the very first one to have an effect on me. I’m usually very difficult to hypnotize and find it almost impossible to let go of that control, but that video did something to me. So I thought, why not try to do that to some of my members too? I adapted what I learned from that video to my own style, personalized it, came up with new ideas after doing a bit of research and that’s how my very first hypno sessions happened. I then moved on to recording hypno videos and slaves seem to be getting quite addicted to them and to my voice.
sbs: I assumed that would be a favourite of yours based on your name here on Twitter. Not that you need any help in making men weak, but it’s impossible to imagine a man resisting you once under your hypnotic spell. Can you describe how it feels when you see the anguish your cuckolding brings about in a slave? Does this occur in real time sessions as well as online play?
GN: The look in a cuck’s eyes when I cuckold him just instantly charges me up with energy. It feels like a high, adrenaline just rushing through my veins as I see him getting weaker and weaker as he watches me take a BBC. I always love looking back at my cuck and telling him how much better the other guy is, and one thing that makes me feel really powerful is to humiliate the cuck by spitting into his mouth after I tasted a BBC. When I’m online, I feel the same kind of rush from telling the guy stories of how I have been fucked by a black guy and seeing the look on his face. That’s why I like cam2cam a lot. And if the cuck is good enough and proves he’s worthy of more, I sometimes let him listen to some of my audios. If he’s extra super well-behaved he gets to see some of my videos with black studs, too. But I’m not very easily impressed, so that can be hard work.
sbs: Can you describe the reaction of the cuck to watching the woman of his dreams pleasured in ways he never could?
GN: To me, he looks embarrassed, ashamed of his inability to properly please the hot woman in front of his eyes, ashamed of the size of his cock, but simultaneously aroused by how hot I look while being fucked so good. It is as if he was being turned on by my moans and screams and how wet the other guy can make me, how loud he’d make me scream, but at the same time ashamed of being aroused by something like that and trying hard to fight that feeling. It is as if he was trying to refrain himself from feeling that pleasure, because something deep inside him tells him it’s wrong, but then he always ends up giving into that pleasure and showing his true, weak nature. I love how some of the men I cuckold also get protective when they’re closer to me, when our relationship is more intimate. And the bigger and rougher, the blacker, the darker the guy is, the more protective they feel and try to make sure I’m fine or tell the guy to be careful with me. This is one of those moments when I like the black bull to also be dominant towards the cuck, and tell him off when he gets overly protective. That kind of interaction just adds to the kink of it all.
sbs: That mix of arousal and shame must have their head completely swirling. Is it a natural progression from the cuckolding to coerced bi, and is that a fetish you enjoy exploring as well?
GN: It is something that many of my cuckolds end up falling into, but I would say it’s a fetish that’s not really for everyone. Some cuckies were made to simply watch and maybe record, some to be humiliated and SPH’ed during the session, some to eat the cum out of my pussy afterwards, but only some have really been made for coerced bi. I do enjoy training my cuckies and pushing their limits to see how far they’d go and I definitely love seeing a cuck suck the bull’s cock after he’s been inside of me, but I always try to be aware of any signs that indicate he might just not be the right guy for this fetish. Some guys will do a lot of things just to please me once they become really, utterly, irreversibly addicted, but I always want to make sure that they get some pleasure out of a fetish we engage in, as well. If I see that light in their eyes that tells me they love being dirty little sluts for me, sucking black men’s cocks and even taking them in their asses, then I keep pushing them further and further, as it’s yet another way to make me feel even more powerful.
sbs: Some would argue that pleasing a beautiful woman like yourself is the most intoxicating of fetishes of all 😉 If you could have one celebrity, or well known person, on their knees, watching you take a thick BBC as they watched in agony, who might it be, and why?
GN: Haha I’m having a hard time choosing between Trump and Justin Bieber, but I think that Trump has already been fucked and humiliated enough through all the many memes, so I’ll go for Justin. Why? Just because he looks like he’s secretly a subby and cause that lame-ass music and pathetic face are kinda asking for that type of humiliation. I’d love to tie him up onto a chair while he watches in agony, so he won’t be able to do anything, not even to touch himself. And something tells me he has a tiny cock haha but I might be wrong, you never know. He’d definitely be fun to cuckold. I’m already getting a rush just from thinking of it.
sbs: I’m sure our cuck fetish readers are throbbing at the thoughts of what you describe, Goddess! I may need a little time to compose myself before asking the next question lol.
GN: May I know which one of the fantasies I described turned you on the most and made you feel the weakest? You have me curious little slave.
sbs: And with that the interviewee becomes the interviewer! lol I’ve not had the chance to experience cuckolding in person, but coerced bi I’m familiar with.
GN: That’s good to hear. Hehe who would’ve thought, I love asking questions too.
sbs: I can see how you can make a man nervous rather quickly too. Does your control of others as a Domme also extend to female submissives, or just males?
GN: I have never felt attracted to women in any way, apart from those times in my teenage years when I’d kiss any hot girl at the club lol but it never went any further than that and I’m sure that if I haven’t discovered a side of that kind in myself by this age, it’s most probably non-existent. I have a friend who organized some of the movie shootings for Merciless Dominas and asked me if I’d like to join and dominate a woman. I thought about it, to be honest, I wondered if it would turn me on, but I came to the conclusion that it doesn’t suit me, so I’ll be sticking to only dominating men.
sbs: I’m sure there are female readers who would love to hear you answer differently, but as a male submissive, I’m glad you enjoy training and using us weak boys. For those slaves who are unable, or not yet ready, to kneel before you in person, what kind of online training experiences do you offer?
GN: Oh I do most of my training online and prefer that kind of interaction myself, so I am more than happy to keep things on the internet. I like to do sissy training, puppy training, general slave training and using hypnosis to place triggers into my subs’ minds that I am later going to use when they least expect. I also like to train my subs into cum eating and CBT, into financial slavery and one of my favorites is chastity cage training that involves them sending me the key. You don’t have to physically be there as long as your key is right here in my hand, reminding me of the power I have over you and how weak you look at my feet, begging to be freed. When it comes to online sessions, I especially love the ones that involve cam2cam, so I can see the look in your eyes as I order you to get down on your knees in front of me and the panic on your face when you’re actually at the office while following my orders and anyone could find out. I do enjoy phone calls on iWantPhone as well, because I know how weak you can get when hearing my voice, when I demand you bow down for me and send me as a tribute all that you have saved, ruining you financially for life. And what can be more fun than getting into a subby’s PC with team viewer, to use his account to send myself tributes, while I see him shake in a combination of anguish and pleasure?
sbs: All of that sounds wickedly delicious and highly addictive, Goddess! I know from following you on Twitter that you also have produced some of the most erotic and enticing clips I’ve come across. For someone learning of you for the first time, or at least learning more about your style and power, what one clip would you demand they buy to get the best sense of who you are as a Femdom, and why that clip over all others?
GN: Oh God. Tough decision! It would be pretty hard for a new subby to get an idea of who I really am by only watching one clip, so I would tell them to go to my page, select their favorite category from the list and binge on all the clips from that section first. If I were to choose just one clip, though, given that one of my favorite things to do is hypnosis, I would choose “Your First Mesmerizing Experience”. This is an introductory clip that will get them familiarized with my particular style of hypnosis and its soft enough to slowly ease them into the fetish without leaving them too shocked or confused. I think it’s a good place to start to see what effects my voice can have on you, how my words make you feel, what kind of trance you’d experience with me, etc. Then once they’ve gone through this first clip, I’d demand they binge on all my other hypno clips, one at a time, so they’d be fully mindfucked before they move on to watching any of my clips from other categories. Does that make me evil? Good!
sbs: Deliciously evil, Goddess…irresistibly evil. I will admit that I immediately visited your IWC store and found that clip, along with so many others, and even just in your store I found myself more than a little entranced. It’s easy to imagine the depth of the mindfuck you create in your slaves!
GN: Now that’s a good boy, following my orders even when they’re addressed to the general readers of DommeAddiction. I’m sure your head is already swirling by now and your heart pounding as you’re trying to decide whether you should risk listening to one of my hypnos or run for your life. Haha I’d love to be a little fly in your room right now to see the look of anguish on your face.
sbs: You certainly do make it difficult for this slaveboy to focus on his questions! But that is the intent I’m sure. I have a feeling I’ll be spending some more time, and money, in your clipstore very soon, Goddess. So with all that you’ve accomplished and experienced, what comes next for you as you deliberately conquer all of mankind?
GN: *evil smile as reading* Well, I am currently going with the flow and letting life take me in the right direction. But while I may be taking things slowly, I’m definitely not letting you slaves get away easily. I am planning on getting my official website set up sometime soon, so you can have even more ways to worship me and even less chances to escape my power. I did set up my profile on some cam sites but didn’t spend much time doing online sessions, so as part of my future plans of conquering mankind, I am also intending to properly get back into camming and be available online a lot more. That way, I will be able to torment you guys a lot more. It’s amusing how some little piggies think they’ve got a chance to escape me given that I’m not online much, but you gotta remember that I’ve got the power to control you even when you don’t see me – I’m deep inside your brain, little one.
sbs: Deep inside and burrowing deeper with every response! I knew from our messages to arrange this feature that I was in over my head with you Goddess. For our readers, thoroughly enjoying you twisting me around your little finger, what advice would you offer to ensure they make the best possible first impression in offering themselves to you as your slaves?
GN: I’m sure they love me toying with you like a kitty with a little mouse before trapping it forever. I get many messages daily and lots of them come without an initial tribute and I also make quite a few sales, as you may have noticed from my Twitter feed, but many of them are made without a markup code. So, if you want to stand out among the thousands of guys in my inbox, tribute before messaging, and tribute big. And if you really want to be noticed, go ahead and buy my videos with a markup code, not without one, because you know a Queen like me deserves way more than that. Oh, and when a video you bought comes with instructions like buying it together with another video or sending me a picture as proof of doing something I asked for in that video, make sure you pay attention and do exactly as asked. That’s just a few of the ways you can make a good impression when walking into my world. Now let’s see who will end up on my list of “good boys” this month. It’s pretty hard to get on it, but it’s even harder to stay there, so be careful, slaves.
sbs: I can say that hearing the words “good boy” does something to my psyche that virtually nothing else can, so staying on your good list is something all slaves will aspire to I’m sure. Thank you for the privilege of kneeling before you today for this interview Goddess Natalie. My entire day has been a thorough distraction and incredibly erotic. Any final words for our readers that are aching for the opportunity to explore your every link and immerse themselves in your world as they read this interview?
GN: You’ve been a good boy, helping promote my hypnotic world, so let’s say you’ve earned that privilege. It was fun to talk about myself and even though all of this barely scratches the surface of who I really am as a Goddess, I am sure that all your readers paid attention and learned a lot about me thanks to this interview. Now, all good boys should show their gratitude by visiting iwantgoddessnatalie.com to order their first 3 videos of their choice, the ones that best indicate what their fetishes are. Then they should send a nice tribute with a message where they introduce themselves, because I like knowing who I’m talking to and find it rather rude when a new slaves doesn’t take the time to share his name, age and location with me. With that being said, I’m sure you’ll be a very good boy and include all my other links below, for all of your eager readers to explore. There, now you know where to find me. Be careful not to get too addicted to me, though!
sbs: I’m quite sure that anyone reaching this part of the interview is already too far gone to recover, or heed that warning, Goddess. Thank you for allowing me to be a good boy for you today. With your permission, may this slaveboy please ask one final question of the beautiful and enchanting Goddess?
GN: You have my permission, slaveboy. Let’s see what you’re so curious about.
sbs: I’m curious about a great many things after today, and won’t stop wondering and thinking about them for some time, I’m sure. What I’m most nervously curious about is how this interview might have played out, and concluded, had we arranged for me to actually kneel before you, looking up as I tried desperately to focus on my next question.
GN: Haha it would’ve definitely been very entertaining for me to watch you trying hard to stay focused. And once we finished with the questions and you had politely thanked me for allowing you the privilege of interviewing me, I’d slowly lift your head up with one finger and tell you that, “you’ve been a really good boy today”. Then I’d move my fingers from your chin to my pendant and slowly move it from left to right while ordering you to look right at it. I’d then use my sensual, hypnotic voice to gradually put you into a state of trance, right there at my feet. Once I have you entranced, I would have fun guiding you on an exciting path of discovering fetishes you didn’t even know you had, slowly making you weaker and weaker for me. And before you know it, you’d wake up with a couple of triggers deeply imprinted onto your brain, feeling rather confused, without a clue about what just happened. Then I’d smile, stand up and walk away, leaving you staring at my long legs and high heels…drooling 😉
